somebody I used to know & still a friend

So we found that we could not make sense,
but we promised to remain friends.
I'll admit that I was glad that it was over.
Thanks for coming to pick up your records & book.
No, we didn't change or delete our numbers.
Watsapp still allowed  :)

Err.. having read all these single ladies robbed at parking spaces & all, I remember one thing, despite our differences, he has one practice that guys out there MUST do, whenever you don't pick her up at home, go and accompany your date back to her car no matter how far the parking is. Make sure she gets in her car & drive off safely. Be a gentleman. Well, he was one gentleman (& I was one miserable lady who found it rather odd & awkward to have someone walking me back to my car). 

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I am good at chasing people away from my life.
Just chased one out.
Will there be another?
I don't know.
What I know is... I'm happy.



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givin' up?

"I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am"

Those are Mraz's words. I'm borrowing.
I'm amazed with myself for not walking away from you yet.
What changed me? I don't know.
I need help to understand myself now.
You, I don't even know what I actually see in you. 
Arghhhhh!!!


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my hero

The man of my life turned 80 yesterday.

Happy Father's Day Ayah!

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#478

Mood saya tak baik.
Kadang-kadang saya cuba jadi baik, tapi percubaan untuk bersabar dengan perangai orang sangat taxing. Rasa penat jiwa.
Enough lah.
Again, I was told to be patient.
They say good things come to those who wait.
I cannot wait anymore 'coz the one I was advised to wait for isn't that good anyway. So why bother?


Thank God it's Friday.



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