time flies!

Orang dah sibuk nak balik beraya. I'm not yet in raya mood. Esok nak balik, belum packing satu apa pun. I'm sad that Ramadhan is going to end soon, I am one of those yang lalai & leka...tak mengambil kesempatan mengaut hikmah Ramadhan sebaiknya. Rugi sangat sangat SANGAT!

Kepada yang balik kampung, semoga selamat diperjalanan. Berhati-hati di jalan raya.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, 

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

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duhhh!

It is funny what hormone imbalance can do to you.
You start to miss those who don't matter in your life anymore.
You start to miss your past.
You changed the TV channels, and Paycheck was on, and you remember, that was one of the movies you watched with him long long time ago. The one that made him roll his eyes because you were head over heels with Ben Affleck, yet he patiently accompanied you to all Ben Affleck movies you wanted to see.
You went to Penang road to get the customary jeruk to bring home. You had your hands full, they were heavy &  you have to quickly find your way back to the parking, hundreds of metres away.
You paused & remember that you didn't have to carry those back then. You didn't even have to walk back to the car, for he would go get the car and pick you.
You start to miss every single thing about him.
You play with your food at iftar, you missed the conversation, you missed not having to deshell the shrimps. (ah sweet lah sangat kononnya kopekkan udang, duhhh!)

...and when it all balanced, you get back to normal.

Budus, kau takde kerja eh nak recall semua tu?





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mencari cinta di Bali

Ketut Liyer of Eat Pray Love fame says everyone finds love in Bali. So I went there!

 

 life is not easy, even in a paradise island.

 

 

...at last, I found Cinta in Bali!

derrr... takkan lu ingat wa jumpa cinta betul kot. 

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i miss you

bulan takkan selalunya penuh

hidup pun takkan ceria sepanjang masa

i have no story to tell.
i just miss this blog.
i miss you.
so there.



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sometimes

Sometimes you do something because you know it is just the right thing to do,
even when your heart begs you to do otherwise.

Sometimes you do something that you think will make most number of people happy,
even when you know you will not be happy with it.

You receive news that shred your heart to pieces & you wish that you could just breakdown and cry,
instead, you fake a smiley face & say 'oh I'm so happy for you!'.

Happy? WHO?


Oh, yeah, you're made of a stronger material. Remember that. *snigger*
You'll be ok. Like always.

OK.

Life's good. Isn't it?
It is.
Just believe it.
GOOD.
Yes.


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