Selamat Hari Malaysia!

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Selamat Hari Malaysia!

Awak, saya & mereka, semuanya penting untuk perubahan, kemajuan dan kesejahteraan negara ini.

Berhentilah menuding jari, bertanyalah pada diri. Kerana perubahan itu sepatutnya bermula di situ.

Semoga kau sejahtera, Malaysiaku!

Sumpah, walaupun saya masuk terowong komunis di Vietnam, saya tak mengikut atau membawa sebarang propaganda komunisme! Tatkala menjengah ke bumi orang di sana, saya resah, marah dan sedih bila melihat pameran di muzium tinggalan perang, jiwa cukup kacau. Menang atau kalah, banyaknya yang tak berdosa jadi taruhan. Murahnya nilai nyawa manusia, ke mana hilangnya kemanusiaan dalam diri? War really brings out the worst in human. No doubt. 

Berdiri sejenak di tangga muzium itu, saya tak henti-henti mengucapkan syukur dilahirkan di Malaysia.

Negaraku,
TANAH TUMPAHNYA DARAHKU.



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the (latest) eyecandy

well, boys will be boys... and girls will be girls! they watch rugby for different reasons. *rotfl*

the season

2006, saya bersungut kerana perlawanan pusingan awal FIFA World Cup tak ada tayangan 'live' di saluran TV percuma di New Zealand. Dah masuk semi final baru nak tayang. Itu zaman NZ belum qualify masuk Fifa World Cup.

2011, saya bersungut lagi kerana TV Malaysia yang free tak ada tayang Rugby World Cup live! *sigh*

Ya, saya tau astro supersports ada, tapi membazir pasang astro kalau tv tu pasang sejam dua aje sehari. Bila pulak rugbi Malaysia nak masuk world cup ya?

 Stand in Black!

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time flies!

Orang dah sibuk nak balik beraya. I'm not yet in raya mood. Esok nak balik, belum packing satu apa pun. I'm sad that Ramadhan is going to end soon, I am one of those yang lalai & leka...tak mengambil kesempatan mengaut hikmah Ramadhan sebaiknya. Rugi sangat sangat SANGAT!

Kepada yang balik kampung, semoga selamat diperjalanan. Berhati-hati di jalan raya.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, 

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

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duhhh!

It is funny what hormone imbalance can do to you.
You start to miss those who don't matter in your life anymore.
You start to miss your past.
You changed the TV channels, and Paycheck was on, and you remember, that was one of the movies you watched with him long long time ago. The one that made him roll his eyes because you were head over heels with Ben Affleck, yet he patiently accompanied you to all Ben Affleck movies you wanted to see.
You went to Penang road to get the customary jeruk to bring home. You had your hands full, they were heavy &  you have to quickly find your way back to the parking, hundreds of metres away.
You paused & remember that you didn't have to carry those back then. You didn't even have to walk back to the car, for he would go get the car and pick you.
You start to miss every single thing about him.
You play with your food at iftar, you missed the conversation, you missed not having to deshell the shrimps. (ah sweet lah sangat kononnya kopekkan udang, duhhh!)

...and when it all balanced, you get back to normal.

Budus, kau takde kerja eh nak recall semua tu?





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