I Choose

I choose to love you in silence…
For in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in loneliness…
For in loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance…
For distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind…
For the wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.”

― Jalaluddin Rumi

NEED

HUGS

COFFEE 

CAKES

..I need them, in that order. NOW!

Heaven on Earth

“Gar firdaus bar-rue zamin ast, hami asto, hamin asto, hamin ast.” 
“If there is a heaven on earth, it's here, it's here, it's here.” -  Mughal Emperor Jahangir



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Grief

I am sad.
I am not supposed to be this sad for I have no 'ownership' over this person but I'm sad.
Is that wrong?


...and worse, I feel bad for feeling sad.




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The unrequited

I hate the fact that I still look forward to meeting you...
I hate the fact that the space you left was never filled...
I hate the fact that I still care...
I hate the fact that I never really changed.

WHY?



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