Thursday, October 11, 2007

Sunday, October 07, 2007

pack your bags


It's over for the All Blacks...

dan saya sakit hati pasal saya baru sempat tidur sejam, lepas tu bangun balik nak tengok match.. pastu KALAH?!!!

pffffffttttttttt...

Ubi: Don't cry Dani.. big boys don't cry...


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tears of a captain

Teek, this one is for you

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this was T0m Sc0tt's cartoon before they left...


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ON SALE! a disappointed fan's way of coping with loss ;)


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Mike M0reu's stages of grief
(I'm still in a little bit of everything)



Wednesday, October 03, 2007

the 'break'

To keep up with my yearly 'tradition' of putting food pics during Ramadhan (click one of these * , * , *, *, *, *, * , *, * , * , & * to get to past years saje-sukahati-letak-food-pic posts), here goes some of my recent Ramadhan dish. Nothing much to shout about, not even close to become a drooling factor.

Yesterday's ayam bakar/golek/percik? I donno what to call it.


Sahur 2 days ago, ala kadar.. toasted muffin splits with tuna & gherkins



potluck dish brought to iftar at a friend's place: baked pasta with smoked salmon



does this look familiar??? super malas dish: instant noodles



Vegetarian 'chicken' fried rice (very oily!). Didn't cook this one, I tapau from a vegetarian restaurant. Those meaty looking things are fake chicken bits.


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We are now in the 10 final nites of Ramadhan. As a person yang tak terkira banyak dosa, I may not be the chosen one to be able to find Lailatul Qadar but I always promise myself that I would try my best to make the most of the nites even though my mind kekadang (ok, the exact word is selalu) wanders to 400 different places on earth WHILE doing my terawih and all the solat sunat. Yes, my head is full of my own setan gondol! The malas in me Tuhan saja yang tau but I'm up to try my best & do what I'm supposed to do. Who knows, I may not get to see the next Ramadhan. Dah la bulan-bulan lain tu sibuk kumpul dosa aje kan.

Maka..... when I discovered that I got my 'monthly MC' an hour before iftar today... my flatmates heard a loud "ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" from my room. Oh dear 'bestfriend' why do you come so early? Huk huk huk....

No wonder lah emo semacam aje these few days. Hmmppppphhhh.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Rākaunui

Rākaunui, Ramadhan 1428


*Rākaunui: full moon on the fifteenth night (Maori)

Monday, October 01, 2007

self-conversation

I was a bit dizzy after my terawih and decided to take a nap. An hour later I was woken up by my flatmate's voice in the kitchen saying she bought bread for me.

How much issit for the bread?

93 cents... oh by the way, I met XXX just now, I think he lost so much weight.

I didn't ask any further question. Was half awake but in the next minutes my mind started to wander. It has been almost 3 months since I last saw him. Why did he lose so much weight? Ah may be he just wanted to look better, did he? Or is he sick? Is he ok? Is he coping well with life? She's there for him, she'll take care of him, wouldn't she? Oh, his lung problems, I hope it does not get any worse. Oh God, please, not his lungs.
Had so many questions on my mind and gave myself my own answers when finally a rational voice in there spoken;

Why are you so worried about him when he doesn't give a damn about you anymore?
Why do you even care?


Grow up, woman!